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I'm in my fog again. I don't get it. I hate being me. I'm not a good mom, I'm mad that DH postponed mother's day and then forgot about it. I don't want to use my free time to do stuff for teh house. I feel like I'm losing me. The house is a wreck, my mother is always looking around and cleaning it up. I don't want to be around P. I'm floating. I'm tired of it.