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Sometimes it works
Jul. 12th, 2004 08:54 amHuh. Last post didn't appear. Trying again...
I think when I ovulate, I have tons more hormones, therefore tons more emotions. My dreams are always more vivid as well. Last night, I had a dream I was having an affair with Alton Brown. Phew. Very intense, very fun, and some really good food. Then P woke me up to nurse, and we all drifted back to sleep, and I had a continuation of the dream. That's always freaky. But somehow I was in school, like a combination of three of the schools I went to. And they were drinking Coke. In little European cans. So so strange.
But the affair with AB was pretty durn fun. Esp since he's kinda hot.
In the dreams, since they're so "real", the kisses are real-ish too. Wow.
But I hate the emotions tearing around inside me. I feel out of control, and my mind just wanders. B knows when this time is, he just treads lightly. Man, it sucks. I don't have much control right now, and I want to make it stop. This goes on for about 4 days. I'm glad that I can feel it, and recognize it. But I don't like it happening. This is when I think about having affairs and other men. And boy, that really makes you feel like crap.
I think when I ovulate, I have tons more hormones, therefore tons more emotions. My dreams are always more vivid as well. Last night, I had a dream I was having an affair with Alton Brown. Phew. Very intense, very fun, and some really good food. Then P woke me up to nurse, and we all drifted back to sleep, and I had a continuation of the dream. That's always freaky. But somehow I was in school, like a combination of three of the schools I went to. And they were drinking Coke. In little European cans. So so strange.
But the affair with AB was pretty durn fun. Esp since he's kinda hot.
In the dreams, since they're so "real", the kisses are real-ish too. Wow.
But I hate the emotions tearing around inside me. I feel out of control, and my mind just wanders. B knows when this time is, he just treads lightly. Man, it sucks. I don't have much control right now, and I want to make it stop. This goes on for about 4 days. I'm glad that I can feel it, and recognize it. But I don't like it happening. This is when I think about having affairs and other men. And boy, that really makes you feel like crap.
